it's been awhile

it's been awhile....

agak lama jugak aku tinggal kan ruang nih..too many things happen lately in my life. banyak bende nak di pikirkan kat kepala nih cam dah rasa nak pecah jugak rasanya kepala ni. ok ok take one thing at a time.

day after tomorrow semua umat islam dah mula kan ibadah puasa di bulan Ramadhan. dan dengan ini aku nak ambil kesempatan ucapkan Selamat Menjalani Ibadah Puasa buat semua Umat Islam.

Selamat Berpuasa kengkawan.....

till then...

love you guys...

G.O Even In My Dreams Lyrics [Eng]

The sky-coloured phone that you gifted to me

Even though I cannot wear it any more (Not any more)

I don’t want to be tired, don’t want to cry

Even though I promise endless times

You, who are laughing in another’s embrace

You probably don’t know that my heart is ripping (know)

Will never be able to approach that place

Because I am like an idiot

(Just once) Look at me

(Only for you) I’ll give you my heart

Do you really not see me?

Me who really wants you and wants you, I can’t even love

My heart hurts this much

I’ll hold your hands tightly so I can rely my feelings

Come back to me

I still want to love you, you changed in one morning

(I feel so sad, I can’t stop cryin’)

My lips speak you, my tears remember you who left

I want to love you , but it doesn’t work, like an idiot

(Just once) Look at me

(Only for you) I’ll give you my heart

Do you really not see me?

Me who really wants you and wants you, I can’t even love

My heart hurts this much

I’ll hold your hands tightly so I can show you my feelings

I only want to look at you, I want to give you my love

I want to put you in my embrace

I’ll look forward to you smiling at me, who can change your changed feelings

Even in my dreams

More than before I met you

I’m more lonelier

My heart may become more weight for you to handle

Don’t push me away, please don’t turn around

I won’t get bad feelings

Me who wants you and wants you, I can’t even love

My heart hurts this much

I’ll hold your hands tightly so I can show you my feelings

I only want to look at you, I want to give you my love

I want to put you in my embrace

I’ll look forward to you smiling at me, who can change your changed feelings

Even in my dreams

credits:

lyrics sovikpop.wordpress.com

Although I can't remember your appearance when i was first met you.But I'll remember your last appearance until I die

ok lepas update pasal burfday sendiri kali nih mari update pasal burfday bonda pulak. burfday bonda beza 4 hari dari burfday aku. so sabtu yang lepas bersamaan 2nd July ada lah burfday bonda yang ke 65. syukur alhamdulillah bonda masih sehat di saat ini.

masa hari jadi bonda kat rumah akak ada buat kenduri arwah+kesyukuran+khatam Quran. so ramai la sedara mara, anak anak semua ada, adik beradik bonda pun ada, anak anak buah pun ada. so ramai la cam raikan bonda nyanyi happy burfday ramai ramai. aku sedikit jeles okay. huhuhuhu. tapi seb baik kakak kakak aku ada selit kan sekali nama aku kat kek tu. hahaha jeles ngn mak sendiri boleh?

aku tak tau nak bagi bonda ape. sudah nye aku beli kan dia 2 helai tudung dan dia suke okay. oh happy bila tengok bonda happy. she siap nak simpan tuk raya, tapi aku paksa jugak dia pakai.kekekekeke...

Omma, adik sayang omma sangat sangat. you are the only one i have now. so please take care of your health well. makan jangan tak makan. coz u need to take all your medicine. jangan buat keje berat berat. rest and rileks always okay. i heart u so much omma.

Omma....Although I can't remember your appearance when i was first met you...But I'll remember your last appearance until I die.

ok bawah ni adalah lyric lagu dari korea yang telah di translate kan ke bahasa omputeh. aku suka lagu nih. dengar lagu dia memang syahdu je. lyrics dia pun touching. lagu ni di nyanyikan semula oleh Yoseob dari Beast. Omma lagu nih untuk omma. muaackkkkkssss...kalau korang nak tau lagu dia cam ne gi la carik kat youtube. carik [yoseob mother]. mesti jumpa. amaran lagu adalah dalam bahasa hangul(korea)

The first time I met you
I cried as soon as I saw you
I don't know if it because I was happy
Or because I was sad
I don't even remember
Since I had nothing to give
I just accepted
But I still didn't know how to appreciate
Without knowing anything I just live on

Mother~My mother
Why do these tears keep forming?
The most important person
Beautiful than anyone else
You are my,my Mother

Although I can't remember your appearance when i was first met you
But I'll remember your last appearance until I die
With all my heart
I love you

Mother~
Just by calling your name
Why does my heart ache so much?
You gave me everything
But you were still sad that you couldn't give me more
And keep wondering what to give me

Mother~My mother
Why do these tears keep forming?
The most important person
Beautiful than anyone else
You are my,my Mother

You are my,my Mother...

I never thanks you enuff

I never thanks you enuff.

last tuesday was my birthday..syukur alhamdulillah sebab berpeluang merasa hidup di dunia nih. dah lebih suku abad dah nih...tak lama lagi nak masuk 3 series pulak dah...ahhh...dewasa sudah diri ini yoo :p

compared to tahun tahun yang lalu...tahun nih kurang seronoknye. mood dah start lari since masuk bulan June lagi. emo sungguh sepanjang bulan nam nih. rasenye cam hari hari kot.ah parah sungguh. umur dah meningkat nih emo melimpah ruah pulak. tsk tsk tsk. kesian kepada sesapa yang menjadi mangsa emo nih kan. maap kepada yang menjadi mangsa emosi tak stabil saya.

emo sebab umur dah nak masuk 3 series tapi hidup sorang lagi. emo sebab tak der partner nak teman tiup lilin. tak der orang nak buat surprise party. tak der orang nak buat simple little event. arhhhh type ni pun leh jadi emo...hahahaha...chill cik bulan chill.

but...after being emo emo.im still thankful coz still hidup lagi pada saat ini. dan terus berdoa akan punya kesempatan tuk merasa hidup lebih lamaaaaaaaaa lagi. amin...

so tuk birthday...day before tu pergi merayap ke sunway.naseb baik baya terbabas bangun tido hari senin tu.maka dia pun terponteng keje. lalu ada la teman aku merewang kat sunway pyramid tu. memula ingat nak makan japannese buffet akan tetapi masa tak sempat...cam dah lewat sampai waktu buffet dah nak habis, so rasa cam tak bebaloi pulak bekejar kejaran nak makan. sudah nya kami memilih tony romas. yummeh..makan sampai perut tegak. korang tau cam ne rasa perut tegak? ala bila korang dah terlebih makan tak boleh nak duduk ala malas malas. kene straight kan badan sebab perut dah ketat :p haaa cam tu la perasaan masa tu...order set 1/4 bbq chicken sorang satu. pastu baya order appetizer mushroom fritter eh betul ke cam tu eja dia. ke betul ke nama dia camtu. ah tak kesah la.tapi kalau orang kampung panggil cendawan goreng. nama classic kan tapi sedap dan banyak okay...kita orang makan banyak pun tak habis habis. aku makan telan cendawan punya la banyak sampai kan burpp pun rasa cendawan je. ok memang sedap. kalau korang pegi ke kedai pakcik tony romas tu cuba la order cendawan goreng tu. pasti tak menyesal.

ouh thanks cik baya. teman kan birthday eve sayep...sayam kamu banyak banyak dan terima kasih jugak sebab beli kan bangle yang banyak dan cantik itu untuk hadiah hari jadi. muackkksss suka amat okay bangle tu. ^____^

tengok cendawan goreng kami. tu cik baya a.k.a sungho :p

pastu the day pegi lunch kat cyber. carik kengkawan. ok tak der teman so kene pegi carik kawan tuk hiburkan hati di hari jadi okay. dapat lunch ngn kawan yang selalu buat gaduh nih. kawan yang selalu carik pasal nih. tapi aku sayam dia. thanks iggos lunch ngn i. thanks jugak kat sulan ngn my twinkle twinkle little star see yinn. oh dah lama kan tak jumpe korang. thanks sebab teman kan lunch dan thanks jugak for the voucher.muah muah muah kat korang. oh ye lunch tu ada baya jugak. thanks baya again. iggos i rindu nak gaduh and datang kacau u dekat tempat u.

oh rasa cam kurang je sbb darling ah choo tak der. kan best kalau u ada kat Mesia nih. leh lunch sesama jugak. neway i wanna say thanks for your early present. encik donkey dari universal studio itu. donkey to i nama kan dia Sunja. :p i tau cam tak sesuai nama tu but somehow i suka nama tu. hahahaha.

ok takat tu je la yang best tuk di cerita kan tuk burfday aku kali nih. selebihnya duk rumah sorang sorang diam diam layan internet. streaming carik cite pasal kpop.ah bosan. oh tak der tiup tiup lilin pun tapi dapat seketul kek resepi rahsia dari iggos dan 3 ketul cup cake dari sulan dan see yinn. thanks kamu kamu. :)

ok bila dah dewasa nih :p aku tetiba feeling dah kurang minat ngn baju kaler purple ke pink ke. skang carik shirt mesti nak putih. senang tak payah pikir masuk tak ngn kale ape. semua in kan kale putih. pastu suka lak ngn printed shirt. ah pelik. tapi aku ada je beli top bunga bunga hari tu. top tu nampak cam orang tua. eh tak macam orang dewasa :p

huh dah banyak repek. ok nak buat penutup sudah. terima kasih kengkawan sudara mara adik beradik dan bonda sebab wish kan selamat hari jadi kat saya nih.

note : ironic betul bila tahun nih wish yang banyak ada lah semoga cepat temu jodoh. aminnnnn moga doa korang termakbul :p

thanks to you...thanks to everybody...

ah...i should post something to thank those who wish me and celebrate burfday with me...but i have little time to do so....for the time being i just update as simple as i can...later i will thank you again ah...

to those who wish and celebrate me....thank you very muchy for making my birthday not feel so sad and lonely....

thanks ya'll